Deprived but Resisted

I miss writing. I miss expressing my thoughts. It’s just that they come to me at the wrong time. It often occurs at work. I work for 10 hours a day. It robs the time from me to express my thoughts. Not that I’m complaining. I’m glad I finally found a job that allow me to work from home. It pays decently, too. Nothing makes me more grateful. For a person diagnosed with ADHD, this is the best that I’ve had.

Another thing that stops me from expressing everything from my thoughts is this weird feeling that I am being watched. So I feel like I shouldn’t showing people everything. I find that they can use it against me. People may turn random stuff you say into something that can be used against you. Although I’ve learned to stand for myself, I think it’s wise to practice privacy.

These won’t stop me from expressing thoughts. Sharing ideas is good. It helps people see things in a different perspective. It helps them expand their understanding about things. While it may cause cognitive dissonance unto others, it helps them reflect and reassess their pre-conceived notions. What other way to grow wiser but to have your ideas and beliefs challenged, right?